Sunday, November 30, 2008 (11:09 PM)
tonight we went dinner with family at F.Y. because its my cousin Sophie's 14th birthday :D There was so much food I feel fat now. No, really, I AM FAT. Promised myself not to eat anything at school tomorrow. People always ask me how I can live without food, its easy. You just need motivation!! If you dont get motivated, you wouldn't have the heart to do it.eg. IF I DON'T EAT, BILL WILL LOVE ME BACK.
eg. IF I EAT, BILL WILL NEVER LIKE ME.
something like that :D it works for me for sure. Maybe you just need to think of something else that motivates you!Think of something/someone you really like and just think the opposite if you eat!!Im so used to not eating anything when I see food it feels like its not a NEED in my life anymore.
But I still love ice cream :) i haven't eaten ice cream for 3 months!I'm sure I can survive without ice cream and cupcakes in my life too...okay, its 23:18pm now, I still have to go to college tomorrow, FUCK YA 3 MORE DAYS OF COLLEGE and Im on holidays!!
xoxo