jakibabi
Sunday, November 30, 2008 (11:09 PM)
tonight we went dinner with family at F.Y. because its my cousin Sophie's 14th birthday :D There was so much food I feel fat now. No, really, I AM FAT. Promised myself not to eat anything at school tomorrow. People always ask me how I can live without food, its easy. You just need motivation!! If you dont get motivated, you wouldn't have the heart to do it.eg. IF I DON'T EAT, BILL WILL LOVE ME BACK.
eg. IF I EAT, BILL WILL NEVER LIKE ME.
something like that :D it works for me for sure. Maybe you just need to think of something else that motivates you!Think of something/someone you really like and just think the opposite if you eat!!Im so used to not eating anything when I see food it feels like its not a NEED in my life anymore.
But I still love ice cream :) i haven't eaten ice cream for 3 months!I'm sure I can survive without ice cream and cupcakes in my life too...okay, its 23:18pm now, I still have to go to college tomorrow, FUCK YA 3 MORE DAYS OF COLLEGE and Im on holidays!!
xoxo
(1:08 PM)
Saturday, November 29, 2008 (11:33 PM)
I DON'T HAVE WORK TOMORROW
(〃^∇^)o彡☆
(〃^∇^)o彡☆
ウレシイ!
(11:15 PM)
This was taken on my birthday, I didn't post it before but I'l post this now because I think its a pretty photo. It was my piece of birthday cake and flowers. <3
(7:30 PM)
Danke Jin fur making mein neu layout!
Ich liebe Dich.
(6:29 PM)
Just got back from work and....
MY MUM IS HERE :D
She got me so much random stuff omfg i love her t^y. My lovely shoes, and shes so cheeky SHE GOT ME YELLOW HEELS!!!!!YELLOW HEELS OMFG. This have been on my wishlist for a long long time, and I finally got it :D bestest mum everrrrr!! She got me clothes and sexy leopard print stuff and hair. YAY.
my new 12 pairs of shoes \(*V*)/
btw, HI MUM.
*my mum stalks my blog too :) :) its true rofl. She's been asking me questions....
mum : WHOS JIN .
jaki : my bfff.
mum : WHOS SHIN .
jaki : my bf.
I♥YOU MUMMY.
Friday, November 28, 2008 (9:45 PM)
THANK YOU ♡ (9:41 PM)
it's because your a lighter shaded pink, it makes you special.
but right now,
I feel like changing you back to blue.
I feel like changing you back to blue.
(8:54 PM)
再一次挑戰自己....
不知道這次又可以忍耐多久...
又唔知幾時,
我個心已經對所有野失去晒所以希望.
因爲JAKI知道,有希望,便有失望.
所以,還是沒有希望好吧:)
(U)
(7:55 PM)
YES, I GOT A NEW LAYOUT.
I'm going to change it later. It's not colourful. Me and Jin is still on a hunt to find a nice cute layout for me :) Just stick with this nice simple layout for the time being. No complaining allow.
Today, I took the needle thingy. OMG I HATE NEEDLES t^yyy. im trying to not move my arm that much right now, but I have work tomorrow, its gonna be a total bitch, just like the weather today. Raining raining raining. My cuz and I trekked all the way to Ashfield to get our needles and she didnt end up getting it done coz she wont be here next month to get the 2nd one, so shes gonna get it when she comes back next yr :( lucky bitch. I was so nervous i was walking around and telling myself its okay, and I felt like I was going to pass out after it haha. I was so pussy >_< After, went to eat and headed home :D:D:D and fell asleep :D:D:D:D
(4:35 PM)
JAKI IS SO BRAVE.
FUCK YA :D
(2:13 AM)
My dream came true ♡
(1:19 AM)
IM EATING. I JUST ATE A MEAL WITHOUT FEELING SICK...
Im gonna blog in english so Jin (girl ) can read.
acutally, lets just dedicate this blog to her....
WE ARE NOT SO HECTIC AFTER ALL ARE WE:(
oh well, JAKI STILL LOVES YOU SO SO FUCKING MUCH.
im sure we will find ANOTHERtime to be hectic bitches ,
and our "plan" ..hahaha.
talk to you tomorrow hun!! mwahhhhhhh.
(12:35 AM)
ミスターホワイト、ありがとう！
Thursday, November 27, 2008 (2:49 PM)
今天嘗試了吃飯...
不過吃了2口就很不舒服...
然後還嘔了超多水出來...
好噁心耶!!!!!!!!!!!!!
剛剛吃了藥...
睡醒的話就出去City...
睡醒的話就出去City...
嗯. ....
明天要去打針...
我很怕打針 :'(
やだ!!
我很怕打針 :'(
やだ!!
(2:19 PM)
How cute is this??:) I BROUGHT IT. and I don't know when I'll ever have the chance to wear it. But its so adorable I can't resist not buying it ;__; Okay, Its almost summer, I guess they'll have to live in my closet just for a bit longer tehehe.我老闆可不可以找一次出糧是準時的 -_-
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 (11:10 PM)
because we are living in a world full of expectations. (10:31 PM)
今天又忘記了吃....
頭很暈...
喉嚨超痛.整天沒有說話...
身體越來越差...
其實我也很怕會有病...
朋友見到我也說我面色很難看...
本來是想减肥...
真的瘦了...連不應該瘦的地方也瘦了...
算了算了..
如果有人陪我吃的話...
我就吃..
沒有人陪我吃的話...
我就不吃..
那應該會吃多點吧..
我就不吃..
那應該會吃多點吧..
JAKI...醒下啦...
(9:11 PM)
星期五...打針....不要啊(T口T)...
我超怕打針好不好...
Jakibabi went to school today :) Wednesdays is always a pretty easy day to pass at school. I got home and I just passed out. Just woke up an hour ago, its 9:14pm right now. and I have someone on my mind. WOW.
DEAR JAKI,
I HATE YOU.
xoxo
(3:31 PM)
昨天晚上竟然在自己的露臺上睡著了.好笑吧?
不知道已經幾多個晚上坐在露臺哭....
連自己也不知道爲什麽會哭...
可以給我一個擁抱嗎?
寂寞很難受.
自己一個人很難受.
沒人愛的感覺很難受
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 (9:50 PM)
好懷念自己的長腿...
好懷念自己的紋身...
(8:32 PM)
Montag + TUES;tag
Went to school as usual and met Shin after school :) We headed to Bankstown alright.Its such a dodgy place. It was so scary.Jaki was so scared she will get rolled :'(. After Shin got his car we headed back to his place and I had dinner at his and I had a sleepover. Then today we woke up at around 11 and went to EAT at Boardway, I felt so guilty eating but the chicken rice was so good. Seriously, I SHOULD TAKE JIN THERE SOMETIMES HAHAHAH. After we went to Kinokuniya and then I headed up with LP's place and Shin went to work :(
Im so angry with my hair, Its UGLY. i don't know what I can do with it, i need another cut so bad.Its way too heavy. And wtfs with those few strands of pink? LOL. they look chat now. i dont like it anymore. Someone please come fix my princess hair :)
THANK YOU SO MUCH JIN♥, I LOVE IT.
EVERYTIME I SEE THE TIME, IT WILL REMIND ME OF YOU.
(8:10 PM)
還以為自己可以等..
原來我不可以...
對不起.
Monday, November 24, 2008 (2:24 AM)
還是睡不着.........
怎麽辦....
(12:14 AM)
12:14am...
我無聊地飮左一支REDBULL...
今晚又唔洗訓啦 =V=
搵人陪我傾計傾成晚好無...
我好掛住小哉牙...
小哉....
你有無掛住我先x
系喎...
WHY IS BILL TAKING PICS WITH AN EGG?
Sunday, November 23, 2008 (11:38 PM)
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(11:18 PM)
HEY HEY SEXY BITCH, I GOT YOU A BIRTHDAY CARD TOO :DDD we are so hot :)
Today I woke up at 9! Why did I thought that work started at 10:30?? WHY?! Stupid Jaki.. It starts at 10!! So i was 30mintues late to work - _ - I hate being late, it makes me look bad haha. The whole day at work I was in the shittest mood ever! I don't know why I just was!! my face was constently :( :( :( everyone was like..AWW WHATS WRONG JAKI?:( and im like ...*walks away* ..It wasnt until I got a sms from Jin (girl) that I started having a smile on my face ^______^
JAKI LOVES JIN (GIRL).
rofl. just, to make things clear :D:D:D:D nothing suss.
Ive been smsing / calling so much this month my cap is like CLOSE to being capped LOL. literally :(:(:( SHIT! my mum is going to go nuts at me again..fuck. Jaki is scared lol. :( ANYWAYS!back to work right, I ended up finishing work at 5:40 something because there was just so much shit to do and the blonde girl kept telling me to do shit and telling me to REdo shits again and im like , fuck it whatever ill just do it coz i cant be fuckd to argue with you fucking bitch hahaah...
HOW COLD WAS TODAY?/ LIKE OMFG.
:(
JAKIBABI NEEDS A HUG.
(6:39 PM)
IM GOING ON A SMS DIET.
I AM NOT GOING TO SEND OUT SMS...
IF YOU WANT TO FIND ME, CALL ME!!!
IF U SMS ME, DONT EXPECT A REPLY FROM ME!!!
because I only have $48 left for the rest of the month to use XDD
shit. :(:( i still want to sms my ♥s.
(9:52 AM)
现在在我表姐滴电脑打一打...简体字好难!!=口=
快10点...现在还在想应该穿什么去上班好...
其实我还想继续睡t^t好像没有睡过滴感觉....
睡了6个小时应该够吧..ok等一下买REDBULL..
0k!走先...拜拜 *kiss*
ps. KAHIM生日快乐*kiss kiss*
(3:10 AM)
JIN (GIRL) just left LOL...OMG HOT HAIR BITCH.
hahaha, Jin,Jaz and Jin's cuz came over to my place tonight, and its 3;11am right now.
IT WAS SO FUN DOING UR HAIR HUN!! U LOOK SO HOT !!!
take pics and show it OFF :D:D:D:D:D
i better be going to sleep now ^_^
I LOVE JIN (GIRL).
ps. JIN IS A GIRL. :)
im obviously writing that for a purpose.
Saturday, November 22, 2008 (10:26 PM)
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♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ (10:00 PM)
E+等緊Jin黎我屋企..岩岩又訓左2個鐘頭..
不過仲系好好好累.今日返工好忙.隻腳超痛 :(
不過仲系好好好累.今日返工好忙.隻腳超痛 :(
唔知點解...我好中意呢種生活..
好中意...累...這種感覺....我喜歡...
有時真系覺得自己都幾變態下 :)
唔系..應該系..我中意去折磨自己...
我覺得咁樣可以忘記唔開心既事..
我覺得咁樣可以忘記唔開心既事..
可以去忘記想忘記既事...
可以忘記想忘記既人...
有好多野...
只有時間才可以帶走的...
系...
提醒自己12點同張KAHIM生講生日快樂!
唔好唔記得!
(6:52 PM)
T-SHIRT. JAKI WANTS :)
(4:24 AM)
現在...4:24AM..醒了..
點解你仲未ON架!
又話講好左4AM上 :(
呃人既...
男人....無個信得過.
失望失望ですね.
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我條頸好痛..唔知系咪琴日訓得唔好..
好似訓矮頸滴感覺~~yoyo.
I NEED , A MASSAGE :)
一陣仲要返工lor..
好似訓矮頸滴感覺~~yoyo.
I NEED , A MASSAGE :)
一陣仲要返工lor..
好..訓返先:):):)
Friday, November 21, 2008 (8:03 PM)
(7:45 PM)
嬲嬲地我遲早Deactivate我Facebook...
岩岩返到黎屋企...真系支力到P左系度.
林返屋企系CITY搵ANNA出黎傾計.
系McDonald傾左好耐.
跟住6點幾返屋企...
系McDonald傾左好耐.
跟住6點幾返屋企...
我頂唔順啦..
我真系要訓啦...
我由星期四既7AM到e+星期五既8PM 無訓過...
BY THE WAY,
呢排多左人黎睇我BLOG..咩事=_=
(7:32 PM)
驚
ＪＡＫＩ好勁.
叻叻叻叻叻
(11:52 AM)
SHIT :)
who want to dress up with me for a disney themed party??
(11:48 AM)
we are waiting for pizza delivery right now :D:D:D::D:D:D::D:D::D:DDDDDDDDDDD
hahaha...im so hungover right now i dont even know what im typing...
anyway ill tell you a story that happened in malony....
me and rex were going to the bar to get 2 shots of tequlia and the bar tender guy were like ..
"omg you seriously look 14"
and i showed me fakest biggest lovely smile to him and i was like ^___________^
and HE GAVE ME 2 FREE SHOTS HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
and then he somehow became my "big brother"
and his name is Joey..just incase i forgets later hahaha...
ill sure be going back for more free shots lol.....
but i really hate it when ppl kept checking my ID everytime i go to malonys...like come on... wtf...my ID IS REAL :@:@:@
(11:29 AM)
last night after school i went over to may's place to do my pink hair extentions ^_^ its so pretty hahaha but she only did half a head so ROUND 2 will be soon :D:D:D:D ill show pics later....when im in a less hungover mode from now. im at a friend's place at the moment....all the way in Carlton wtf...i swear to god i dont know why i ended up here......kayy..... :)
i went K with Yukio LP (L)(L)(L)(L)....at big echo and cashbox.... sorry Chris I pissed him off :(
SORRY.
sorry.
s o r r y.
:):) forgive me okay? one family ma ..hahahhaahha...
OMGOGMOGMOGMOMGOMGMOGMOGMOGMOMG.
got shit to tell anna so bad like RIGHT NOW.
but i cant coz im too hungover to speak to her right now hahaha...
hung over ...
i have to sleep or else im ssrsly gonna ...
my contacts are stuck to my eyes so bad its so red......lucky i dont have work tomorrow or else my boss will fire me for sureee...hahahah cant wait til i get home and get some proper sleep yo...
just then i was sleeping on the couch...its kinda, uncomfortable lol...
okay blog later im going back to sleep....
PS. JIN JIN.... got shit to tell you :):) like so much shit ...
Ps.s. ANNA...got shit to tell you too lol :):):)
pss.s I MISS ICY :(
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 (11:36 PM)
when you left, you took away a part of me.....can you please give it back ??
(8:39 PM)
系時候汁下間房啦...亂到好似打完仗咁...
今日收到包裹就第一時間倒晒d野出黎玩...
好多野..仲有超多駁髮...衫...4對鞋!!!!
仲有8對下星期到!!!!!好野...
今日收到包裹就第一時間倒晒d野出黎玩...
好多野..仲有超多駁髮...衫...4對鞋!!!!
仲有8對下星期到!!!!!好野...
我d駁髮...多到PK.
牙...仲有一把梳..好正
留意個TAG..
有點兒O嘴....哈哈.
不過謝謝媽媽買左把咁正既梳俾我.
今日返完學,返屋企..落雨無心情出街..
原本lum住今日or聽日去睇下可唔可以轉校既..
原本lum住今日or聽日去睇下可唔可以轉校既..
不過落雨我真系懶得出去行黎行去搵學校.
又唔知地址又要自己去搵-.- 唉...lumlum下唔轉啦!!:@:@:@:@
又唔知地址又要自己去搵-.- 唉...lumlum下唔轉啦!!:@:@:@:@
打中文...打中文..希望我d中文可以叻d..
希望我d普通話可以叻d..
(4:50 PM)
hahah , so it was 2 of my ex high school's formal yesterday and the day before, and it hurts my eyes, to see those girls dresses in such nice dresses but their fats hanging out of their dresses!!! Why can't they put in a little effort to lose those pounds and look good? It's because they dont have real friends, they try on a revealing formal dress, and their "best friend" would be like, OMG YOU LOOK SO SEXY IN THIS DRESS!!!! erm, if my best friend were fat i would tell them NOT to wear something that Victoria Becham would wear. But that's what most girls did for their formal. Probaly to them and their friends, they look hot/TRY TO BRAINWASH THEMSELVES THAT HER FAT FRIEND IS HOT, but from someone like me/bitchfaced, Im just so glad I didn't go to their formal or else I'd have to rub their face/fat with my piece of cake :)
GROSS.
and for everything else in between ,
YES I HATE FAT PEOPLE. Especially those that think its okay to show your fat. no, its not. Why not consider about other people's feeling before putting on that dress huh?and I honestly dont give a shit, if you think Im being a bitch for bagging out fat people, because if someone is fat, THEY NEED TO KNOW, and do something about it. Fat will never be in fashion so theres no point keeping those fat on yourself. STOP EATING, PUT YOUR FINGER IN YOUR THROAT, STOP SITTING , START RUNNING, SLEEP EARLY, TAKE LAXATIVES. Theres just sooo much more things you can do to lose those weight.. *sigh*... SO GROSS . SO GROSS.
just to make things a lllllllittle more clearer...
im talking about the fat chick(S) from Willoughby Girls High School :)
have a nice fat day :DD
(4:00 PM)
はっぴいばあすでいっ♡~ASHLEY~♡
♥SWEET16♥
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 (11:46 PM)
SOMETIMES ,
I RATHER NOT KNOW THE TRUTH,
BECAUSE THE TRUTH CAN BE HURTFUL.
geez the truth this time is a real bitch :(
one more thing....
some mainland chicks are fucking gross.
no offence :)
(11:12 PM)
dokidoki..
(10:49 PM)
,♥ゆぅか と ジャッキ,♥ (9:53 PM)
最近愛上了喝茶...
每天起牀就要喝茶,看電視的時候要喝茶,
在電腦前面的杯已經不再是可樂,而是, 茶.
原來喝茶是可以减肥的!!0V0...
學校的同學說我瘦了..開心開心^口^,,
現在慢慢開始吃飯...不過吃的也是很少..
每天吃的也不多..很怕身體會壞掉...
常常頭痛頭暈手震 -___ -
今天....
我還是沒有勇氣跟他說話...
jaki加油~^^
(6:23 PM)
i look so drunk and angry.eww .and my hands looks messy :SStayed home all day being bored playing PSP ...even felt back to sleep until 5, when my cousin suddenly went OMFG THE NET WORKS AGAIN. fuck ya :D
so glad to have my net back :)
...should i start or wait....
Monday, November 17, 2008 (1:48 PM)
holy crap my internet at home doesnt work again :( I'm at a friend's place using her internet LOL... I got so much to update on my blog!! Il take a bit of time to go though, everything hopefully :)
first of all...
THANK YOU SO MUCH for all those people that said HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me and those sms and email and everything. thank you all so fucking much i love you all. I had a great time though...there was ONE thing missing lol...ill get onto that later ;) I met up with stef,yuka,mayaka in the afternoon to catch up with them and we had lunch together and took purikuras (which il post later when I get my net back at home) and then I met up with my ex boyfriend/eric for a coffee lol. he brought me a piece of cake. how nice of him :):):)... then I went home to have a birthday dinner woohoo. Then Aggie and her exbf drove me out to the city and we went sublime :D:D:D:D At first I was bored off my ass but got my stuff at around 4...it was smashy. Left at around 6 and went to Peter's place and at 7 I headed off to work~! without any sleep again. It was crazy. I survived my day with a 50ml BAD GIRL. That stuff really does work. Its the bestest thing ever...
okay, I have the biggest feeling im gonna get fired from work again, coz everyone's been telling the boss that im OFF THE BALL everyday.. :( i so wasnt OFF MY BALLS.oh well :( ill get more sleep next week. i promise.
anyways, i have to go now ill update more laters.
Friday, November 14, 2008 (3:45 AM)
(12:16 AM)
..happy birthday jakibabi.
learn to love yourself more.
Thursday, November 13, 2008 (10:58 PM)
*sigh*
In 1 hour, the date on my computer will be 11/14/2008.
I've been an adult for 1 year, and I'm not happy.
i wish, in 2009, I can find true happiness.
(7:38 PM)
ARGH. IM 19 SOON.Wednesday, November 12, 2008 (11:56 PM)
if life was so simple, then why did God have to create the devil?
if life was so simple, then why is everyone so miserable?
if life was so simple, then why is everyone so miserable?
if life was so simple, then why is there a disease called depression?
no one ever said life was simple, it never is and never will be.
(9:13 PM)
昨天聽到表姐說媽媽要月尾回來..
不知道是不是真的..
不知道是不是真的..
但是心就很痛很痛...
是不是我又一次傷害了媽媽的心?
是不是因爲我才要回來?
其實真的很想證明給媽媽看我真的變了..
她的女兒真的變了..
快十九歲的女兒會生生性性...
不想再要媽媽擔心...
不是我不想見到媽媽..
我很想念她..很想見到她..
很想跟她聊天.很想跟她一齊吃飯..
而是她要决定回來,證明我又做錯事了..
我又令到她覺得我這一年根本沒有變..
令到她一次又一次的失望..
是不是我又一次傷害了媽媽的心?
是不是因爲我才要回來?
其實真的很想證明給媽媽看我真的變了..
她的女兒真的變了..
快十九歲的女兒會生生性性...
不想再要媽媽擔心...
不是我不想見到媽媽..
我很想念她..很想見到她..
很想跟她聊天.很想跟她一齊吃飯..
而是她要决定回來,證明我又做錯事了..
我又令到她覺得我這一年根本沒有變..
令到她一次又一次的失望..
現在很害怕..
害怕打給媽媽..
害怕MSN見到媽媽ONLINE..
害怕媽媽問起我的事..
害怕我真的又一次傷害了媽媽..
害怕面對媽媽...
因爲我知道...
現在她的心又是爲了我而痛..
害怕打給媽媽..
害怕MSN見到媽媽ONLINE..
害怕媽媽問起我的事..
害怕我真的又一次傷害了媽媽..
害怕面對媽媽...
因爲我知道...
現在她的心又是爲了我而痛..
媽媽對不起.
(5:14 PM)
其實我咁做都系想要返我應得既野
一個公道.
THAT'S ALL I WANT.
越想越開心.....
心晾中:)
生日倒數2日..........
一定可以過得快快樂樂.
快要送一個驚起俾某人...
真的等吾到啦...快快星期5!!!!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 (11:20 PM)
Stayed home all day watching dvds. I rather be addicted to TV then addicted to anything else outside my house. 3 more weeks until my 1st semester finishes. Can't wait til I can work full time to keep me super duper busy :):)
3 more days my birthday....
Why aren't I excited at all? The closer it gets, the less excited I got...I'm like this every year - _ -''
(10:46 PM)
ALL PLANS ,
STOPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!
NO TATTOOS
NO PIERCINGS
NO NOTHING!!!!!!
SHOCKING.
my mum is coming back
at the end of the month.
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
(9:18 PM)
(8:56 PM)
有好多心事.
好想搵個人黎傾下計.
但原來...
搵一個可以傾心事既人..
系咁難既事.
(2:54 AM)
onch,hannabeth,laurenOnch isn't that bad I guess : / he makes really cute necklaces. Recommend you to check out his myspace.
(2:26 AM)
Be jealous, because I got pop-tarts. :)
Today at school Im so glad I survived whole day of theory. A guy from De Lorenzo came and talked to us for 3 hours - ___________________-\\ .I've been good, I only ate a piece of hash brown all day, HEY. at least I'm eating SOMETHING.
Don't you love that feeling, when your pushing yourself so hard to do something?
And you end up achieveing it??
Tomorrow I'll stay home to watch more tv. No one calls me out okay???
oh, happy birthday to my son :)
(1:46 AM)
最近好多人同我講秘密....
我又同好多人講我既秘密....
其實...
如果好多人都知,但系無人提起..
咁仲系唔系秘密?
Monday, November 10, 2008 (10:33 PM)
:)
平淡既心情..
已經lum好左...
生日最最好既生日禮物系咩野....
一份...同某人分享既禮物..
一定又驚又起.
哇...
lum起都手震XD
我又要做出d咁既事
怪,就怪你自己lor黎衰啦..
(10:15 PM)
YOU KNOW WHAT I FUCKING HATE?
UGLY GUYS THAT ADDS ME ON MSN.
THOSE FUCKING UGLY SHITS THAT HAVE A DP OF THEM HALF NAKED.
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
BE HAPPY I EVEN SAID HI BACK TO YOU, BITCHES.
HIM : HI.
ME : HI.
HIM : HI.
ME : ?
*BLOCK*
I SWEAR TO GOD, I HAVE BEEN BLOCKING AND DELETING SO MANY PEOPLE LATELY ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE. THE LAST THING I NEED, IS A RANDOM MSN FRIEND. JUST FUCK OFF. I HAVE ENOUGH FRIENDS ALREADY.
Sunday, November 9, 2008 (8:10 PM)
I hope that this time I write my blog, my internet won't die on me again. Its Sunday so I'll start blogging from Friday haha.
Friday★
It was the day I've been waiting for for the whole week, I asked Jinnie to go to city with me, and she came out!!yayy...i waited for her at Yukio's place and we went to Chinatown...we jsut went shopping around in Market City and we scored a few hot guys with our eyes, i guess.*winkwink*.Saturday★
Went to work as usual, sucks to not have trains, I just hate it when they have trackwork, i hate catching the bus. After work met up with Arthur for dinner at Sushi-ya. The guy working there is amazingly good looking : O After dinner Arthur drove me to Hornsby and i met up with Brandon, and went over to Tom's house for a party. Saw so many old high school friends zomg. But i felt so sick drinking coz I had sushi just before it made my tummy go funny T_T I left at around 2am and thanks to Pat who waited for the bus with me for half and hour : o I hate buses...I really do!!
Sunday★
I stayed home all day, lucky no work today, and plus my little hungover from the sushi+beer = (N). I managed to get alot done today, eg. sleep alot more. Its almost 2am in the morning, Im watching dvds, I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW :'( I really want to finish watching the whole series.
hes amazingly good looking. yes :):):):):)
ps. it took me 6hours to finish blogging the whole thing, coz i was too busy watching tv HAHAHA.
Friday, November 7, 2008 (9:35 PM)
BIG FAT
:'(
:'(
(2:45 PM)
HAHAHA. OKAY, BLOG BEFORE I LEAVE HOME.
everything better not fuck up or else Im just going to .........go home a sad sad girl.
WISH ME LUCK HAHA.
I've never been this SERIOUS about anything lately...
Its about time I set a mission for myself to achieve.
GOOD LUCK JAKIBABI.
.........i need to stop talking to myself ^0^
I REALLY REALLY REALLY...
hope that everything will turn out the way I wanted it to....
i really do :(
(1:36 PM)
EVEN MORE EXCITING.
IM GOING TO SEE JIN.
(1:21 PM)
ITS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This have officially been the longest week ever!!!
*sigh*
OKAY, JAKIBABI GETTING READY TO GO OUT SOON.
*wish me luck*
God, remember to show me signs.
(12:38 PM)
i want this shirt :D:D:D:D
(2:55 AM)
(2:39 AM)
(2:29 AM)
see how undrunk I look compare to the other guys? hAHHAHAHAHHA
(1:50 AM)
It 2am and It feels like I just had the longest day ever.This morning I actually got up and went to tafe without being late, because i slept so early last night. But I left at lunchtime, due to my intense period pain, it almost killed me, literally. So I went home, got a call from Brendon Tracey, my bestest friend from high school, whom I haven't seen ever since I left school!!!Coz he works in South Australia/another state and came back for a week break, so he came over and picked me up along with his mates. We drove to Hornsby to get some drinks and the liquor store was so fucked up they didn't accept my ID. it was SOO FUCKED. I was so pist off about it I was about to bash the counter chick. So I guess I'l have to suck it up so we ended up getting it from coles lol. We drove back to Tom's place and moved to the primary school next to his house. Then Micheal came along, MY OTHER BESTEST ENGLISH MATE from high school. so here's the deal, me, Brendon, Micheal were in the same english class and we sit together and we SLEEP. It was soo fun hahaha. Anyways so we were drinking in a Primany School Oval. The last time I drank in a school was probaly 3 years ago!! Had a chat with them and Kambis said hes going to take me to his formal!!!!!How exciting!hahaha, we are going formal shopping tomorrow hopefully, but we still don't know if i could get the ticket or not, if he can't get it tomorrow, he will have to bash up some asian to get it for me :)))) how exciting right???
(12:22 AM)
YOUR SO CLOSE TO ME ,YET SO FAR FROM MY HEART.
Thursday, November 6, 2008 (3:52 PM)
♡ Tiffanybaby + Jakibabi ♡Wednesday, November 5, 2008 (6:32 PM)
I think, the next time Im going to do. is go back to sleep
and dream about him :)
Isn't it so amazing, that a guy, that I have hardly even talked to,
I've KINDA fallen for him haha.
This is trippy, but it feels great :)
It keeps me busy, it really does.
♥
(5:17 PM)
GOD, GIVE ME A SIGN.
Show me the way, to find him.
I miss him so much my heart is starting to hurt.
I miss him so much my heart is starting to hurt.
God...help :(
I HOPE I SEE HIM ON FRIDAY. :)
MISS YOU MISS YOU LA LA LA.♥
(2:03 PM)
Im going to dig you out, like a potato planted under the soil :):):)
OKAY. I needa go back to sleep in 5mintues but Ill just type a few words before I sleep...This morning, I seriously thought that Im just wayyy too wasted to go to school, BUT NO, I pushed myself to get up on my ass and walk to that damn train station and got to school at around 10 i think. I K.O'd my assessment in 5mintues so that I can get my 40mintues of sleep. There was acutally 2 assessments that have to be done today, so I K.O'd the second one in 5mintues again and I had the biggest nap ever in class. Recently I haven't been eating much again and not enough sleep, I look like, the non - makeup version of amy winehouse. Thats how bad i look right now. my bones are sticking out and my face looks dead.
But have anyone realised that ive been doing my hair like amy winehouse lately??:D like, a smaller version of it XD
I FUCKING MISS HIM SO MUCH OMFG.
LET ME SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HIM!!!!
:(
(1:22 AM)
I DONT WANT TO HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 (11:09 PM)
Melbourne Cup, everyone, get the fuck over it. You all just want an excuse to wear that big fluffy hat out you got the other day at Myer sale. If your planning to acutally dress up and be pretty, MIGHT AS WELL FLY DOWN TO MELBOURNE. Don't fucking walk around Hornsby like you've just came from Melborune cup, NO, going to a coffee shop to WATCH the Melbourne Cup on a 12inch plasma is no where near Melbourne Cup.fagggggggggg KAY...Met Cam at Hornsby today at around 2 or 3 and we headed back to his place . That bus ride felt like, forever :( I bleached his hair : o IT LOOKS SOOOOOOO GOOD. Im so jealous of his hair, coz when its bleached it goes SOOO WHITE :O give me some of that sheit. and then we dyed it blue, which kinda, didn't turn out the way we thought it would. Its so dark haha. NOT TO WORRY, Im sure everything would come out just fine, when its under sunlight. yes it will. Jakibabi never fucks up hair coz shes so PRO. like, yo.:D:D:D:D:D I hanged around at his place until 10 and his dad drove me to the station, how sweet :) Note to myself : QUIT. :)
Note to myself II : DON'T QUIT. IF YOU DONT WANT TO.
OKAY. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS? FUCKING JEALOUS KUNTS I SWEAR. I LIKE YOUR FRIEND, NOW GIVE ME HIS FUCKING NUMBER.DON'T TRY TO HIT ON ME BECAUSE I LIKE YOUR FRIEND :) ,faggot.
(12:56 PM)
MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUU WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HEEEEEEEEEE
:)
(12:47 PM)
WE HOPE YOU LIKED OUR LITTLE SURPRISE (L)
Monday, November 3, 2008 (7:45 PM)
XOXO
This was probaly the only nice groupie pic I could find on my camera, I was looking at the pics today and I can't believe I took soooo little photos!! I was wayy too wasted to take pics and so was everyone else. Im charging my camera right now, so when its fully charged Ill upload more pics on facebook.
Sunday, November 2, 2008 (11:05 PM)
today , went to work and was 10mintues late :( i shud start waking up earlier.....but cant XD anyways, after work went out to city to find my lp yukio.went up to her house to get my makeup back.MY LOVELY MAKEUP, i missed you so much! We went to dinner at fujiya with Chris..I ate so little but felt so full already..Then called up my son to see where the fuck he was, so went to Kmix and sung like idk how long K with kerix,peterj and pikki (L)..I was so upset for the whole night, about ...something...someone.. everything. But by the end of the night, I was such a happy bitch. THE VINES @ THE METRO. ya fully missed out on that, dw next show JANUARY 6TH. Saw soooo many skinny jeans boys .it was loveeeeee. SO many hot guys I could've hit on, but I guess not =] too chat to hit on anyone,anything. Lp waited for the train with me at the end, we were both REALLY happy. =]