jakibabi
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 (8:49 PM)
Guys that moves on easily are fucking dickheads
because that means they never loved you .
If you still love me why are you fucking a fat chik now?
I don't understand you, liar liar liar liar fucking liar.
I fucking hate you so much I hope you die.
because that means they never loved you .
If you still love me why are you fucking a fat chik now?
I don't understand you, liar liar liar liar fucking liar.
I fucking hate you so much I hope you die.
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sometimes, i sit alone at night...
because I want to hear the quietness.
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Monday, September 29, 2008 (11:33 PM)
HAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAA,
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This is my new hair :S Still trying to get used to it ^_^
Had work today from 9:30am. It wasnt that busy today so it was all good, Juile came in today for a while to let me do her hair.Thanks so much for coming in!!Finished at around 5:30pm today and trained it home with Ash. So tired right now I just want to have a good sleep tonight. Haven't slept in since the holidays...but I have 4 days now.Plenty of time to sleep in :)
Had work today from 9:30am. It wasnt that busy today so it was all good, Juile came in today for a while to let me do her hair.Thanks so much for coming in!!Finished at around 5:30pm today and trained it home with Ash. So tired right now I just want to have a good sleep tonight. Haven't slept in since the holidays...but I have 4 days now.Plenty of time to sleep in :)
Sunday, September 28, 2008 (11:50 PM)
I ended up going to fish market today, instead of ice sk8ing. dissaappooiinnttiinggg.
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fish market.
Saturday, September 27, 2008 (10:20 PM)
I got a job today.
Friday, September 26, 2008 (11:03 PM)
I letted go, and I letted go of my hair too, today.Can you believe that I acutally ... wore my hair out today :( how dissapointing lol. But O__O i acutally don't look that bad. SERIOUSLY.
Went to WGHS graduation today at 11 with my mum with my cousin and saw all of my lovey dovey friends. SHIT MATE, I missed you all so much and I swear if I had the time I would give you all a huge bear hugs and tell you all IT WILL BE FINE, ITS JUST SCHOOL :) don't need to get all emoemo about it, yo. Saw a few lovely yr 11s. Had a few chats haha. I'm glad I'm still being remembered in the school. Apprently theres someone thats called "mini Jaki" in yr 8 that dresses like me and does her uniform like mine IN A SPECIAL JAKI WAY.HAHA DUDEWTFYO.thats so cool to know:) anyhooo!For pics, I might post them up late on facebook. Please don't tag me, OMFG I don;t want to see hahaha. chat :( I'l so untag myself if I see anything, trust me to do that within 20 seconds.
After the graduation, me,my cousin and mum and Fion and Fion's mum all went to yum cha and ate, heaps. I love food. Then after I met up with Diana who I havent seen for a year and a bit and chatted and had dinner with Eunice as well, we bitch talked so loudly we had so much fun anyways. After dinner just headed home :) no going out on this un-special friday!!!
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at least, he understands me.Thursday, September 25, 2008 (8:10 PM)
for the last time, I will not type a whole bunch of feelings and press the delete button again...........
Tuesday, September 23, 2008 (7:56 PM)
"I don’t know who to trust,No surprise,
Everyone feels so far away from me,
Heavy thoughts sift through dust,
And the lies...
Trying not to break,
But I’m so tired of this deceit,
Every time I try to make myself,
Get back up on my feet,
All I ever think about is this,
All the tiring time between,
And how trying to put my trust in you,
Just takes so much out of me.
I take everything from the inside,
And throw it all away,
‘Cause I swear,
For the last time,
I won’t trust myself with you.
Tension is building inside, steadily,
Everyone feel sso far away from me,
Heavy thoughts forcing their way,
Out of me.
I won’t trust myself with you,
I won’t waste myself on you,
Waste myself on you,
You..."
Monday, September 22, 2008 (8:14 PM)
我吾可以再解釋........
救命..................
救命..................
Sunday, September 21, 2008 (7:33 PM)
I went yum cha today. See how fucking excited I looked. yeah. anyways, it wasnt that great. Went shopping for a bit and brought some hair dye. OH YAH. that reminded me, I'm going to dye my hair now!!But obviously I ain't going to let down my hair, UNTIL I get my extensions back on, bitch. :)
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Thanks for the hug(s).
Saturday, September 20, 2008 (7:06 PM)
might as well do another blog since I still have a bit of time left before I go out to dinner.I sat outside in the sun for quite a while this afternoon, half naked trying to get a tan..haha it was really relaxing and I'm so happy HAPPY that summer is finally near/here.I love the way the sun burns my skin and frying it. I putted heaps of tanning lotion on my feet haha, I think I waste a bit but meh.My arms are still very pasty I don't know why.Not to worry I still got the whole of summer to get it tanner :) yay. hmm...what else....AND ya, I passed out in the shower today haha. Right after I finished tanning, I went to have a shower and I just passed out. O_O I was literally sitting on the shower floor trying to get up.Took me a while to get up and I was still very drosy and my head was just spinning like crazzzzzzzzzzzy. I think it's because I haven't eaten all day and no food no water :S I KNOW I'm going to lose heaps of weight this summer. Summer is always a good time to lose those fatty bits :) CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT. Only 1 more week of school and I'm off for holidays. yayyyyyyyyyy. my hands smells like fake tann : (
okay blog laters :)
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真的很希望.....
下一次拿起電話的時候可以見到你發來的信息...
下一次拿起電話的時候可以見到你發來的信息...
(12:16 AM)
終于抽出了一點時間來打打BLOG,,
這幾天沒有update是因爲常常不在家的關係..
心情真的很差很差.應該做些甚麽才可以開心啊?
不想再用藥物來麻醉自己,其實一點也不好受...
我在想甚麽你又知多少??
心情真的很差很差.應該做些甚麽才可以開心啊?
不想再用藥物來麻醉自己,其實一點也不好受...
我在想甚麽你又知多少??
Thursday, September 18, 2008 (9:51 PM)
ignore the chat looking sidebar.I'm still working on it, dw, it will look sexier later and when I add 235098620 Bill pics (L)(L)(L) .im just gonna leave it the way it is now, and work on it tomorrow bcoz im going to sleep now. Im so fucking tired , I need you to cook me pancakes :((( btw, I kissed a boy, and I liked it.
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在每段感情開始的時候，總是會聽到珍惜這兩個字：
『我要給你不止一個晚上的快樂，以後每一個晚上都要讓你快樂，我會好好珍惜你。』
『從來沒有想過我們能在一起，所以我一定會好好珍惜你。』
『要好好珍惜上天所賜給我們的緣份，證明我是多麼的珍惜你。』
『這麼困難才可以一起，我一定要好好地珍惜這段感情。』
『彼此都有各自的過去，所以我會更加珍惜你。』
『請相信我，我會好好的珍惜你。』
形形式式的珍惜，我想大家都聽不少，究竟何為珍惜？
是一個承諾？是形容詞一個？還是剎那間的感覺？
講的人也許是衝口之出，聽的人也許是太過認真，太過在意 。
所以當一方想結束時，往往另一方便會有著很多很多的問號？
因為在另一方的心裡面，依然存在著很久很久以前聽過的說話『珍惜』，
點解，為何，為什麼，唔明白...等等都會不停出現，
其實答案真是簡單不過，就是他已經不再愛你，他之前所作的一切承諾，
一切的夢，總之統統都不會再兌現，就是因為不愛你了。
不要糾纏，不必挽留，不愛你。
你再做任何事，都只是徒勞無功，
只要重新開始一段新的感情，所有『珍惜』又會再次發生在你的身上。
你又聽過多種類的「珍惜」呢？
(9:51 PM)
男人有鋪癮講大話呃女朋友,無論大事小事, 總要呃呃tumtum,先有快感和成功感, 以為自己今次瞞到了天下人,又成功為自己講大話事件簿加添一面豐高偉績之時,
其實他們被榮譽欺騙了自己的眼睛, 因為他們忘記了, 與此同時, 女人都有鋪癮check 自己男人既所有野
上至email,msn, 下至電話記錄, sms 等, 女人絕對會既無微不至check 自己男人既所有通訊器材,
女人, 是自欺欺人,一方面,又想知自己男人對自己是否忠心,今次沒有發現什麼異樣, 女人又有成功感和滿足感, 認為現在他們的關係很親密, 男人不敢/不想做什麼對不起她的事,又為自己偷偷地check晒男人所有野而不為人知取得滿足感
另一方面, 當女人發現自己男人有不尋常紀錄時, 卻有啞子吃黃蓮,有苦說不出, 因為不可以拆穿男人, 要拿更加多既証據, 先可以當場踢爆
另一方面, 女人也是心軟, 覺得男人會返來自己身邊, 應該放長雙眼, 俾男人一個機會, 繼續扮若無其事darling honey 咁痴纏
男人呢個時候仲蒙蔽蔽,以為上次真係成功瞞過女朋友,女朋友對自己死心塔地
心裡已經盤算著下一次去邊到威, 去邊到蒲時, 呢個時候, 其實女人既感情世界已經靜靜起革命, 表面對你好, 內裡睇下你幾時死
有人說, 女人是愚蠢的動物, 一世被男人玩弄在手中
男人呀, 現在的女人已經是聰明絕頂
有時不說,不代表她不知.
兩個人一齊, 是否要看這場戲既結局推到幾高峰?
是否睇下大家既演技做到幾爐火純青??
關鍵, 就在於愛得夠, 還是愛不夠
男人, 是時候收手,收心養性, 好好愛自己女人
女人, 是時候給與自己男人信心,好好愛自己男人
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I've been good, but what do I get in return? (7:24 PM)
I got called for a job interview next week :)) I hope I get the job,coz, its the holiday and I don't want to be a boredkunt staying at home with nothing to do :) unless I get a boyfriend or something, highly doubtfull.
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went out last night
then YUKIO came find me
we been chat alot
we been chat alot
was gonna go back k with her
but feels dun wanna drink
so LP came over my place
LP wanna go back home
LP wanna go back home
but i didnt let her
coz i still have so many things that i wanna tlk to her
something secretly
something funny
something secretly
something funny
we been chat until this morning
we just sleep for a while
then send LP back to station
then send LP back to station
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 (8:34 PM)
I got bored at home so I was trying on my earrings..If you look at the picture long enough, the ear starts to look weird and doesn't look like an ear :-SI LOVE BILL
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I don't care if you lie, because I tell lies too.
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yahoo.hk is advertising the Ocean Park HalloweenBash 08. It brings back memories(horrified ones) from last year. I don't think I'll ever go with only 1 girl again. haha. Last year I went with Ashley and the biggest mistake for both of us was that we both wore red and all those freaky fuckers could spot us out so quick and kept running up to us shitting our pants. frankly I'm not a big fan of Halloween because...i'm scared.Ashley and I was both too pussy to go into any haunted house ROFL. We got freaked out even just walking around Ocean Park! ya, and I ended up losing my voice the next day :'(
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I can't remember what happened last night, but I'm pretty sure I had a nice long sleep!! Just woke up and no one's home again :( so I headed to KFC to grab some food, for free. I got some chickens and the new FAVOURITES BOWL. I thought it was some super duper nice big bowl of fat, but its just potato gravy mix with small pieces of chicken and corn.......dissapointing but i'm full from it now. I'm too lazy to even go out today, I was telling myself that I need to go out and find a job today, but I'm not feeling well enough to do that today. leave me alone :(
I watch Dr. Phil whenever I don't have to go to school, sometimes its boring, but why is he so smart? I'm going to wikipediaed about Dr. Phil now. :)
Monday, September 15, 2008 (8:22 PM)
IT'S POPTARTS AND LOLLIES!!! (L)(L)OMFG!!My sister-in-law, ICY, sent me this lovely package from Canada!!It have finally arrived ..after 2.5 months ^0^ I'm soooo fucking happy!!DANKE SCHON SO MUCH!!! POPTARTS! and LOLLIES!! zomg im so happy hahah. I LOVE MY SISTER-IN-LAW!! hahaha.
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WHAT'S IN THE BOX? : O
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like,OMG. ill blog later to tell you what im OMGing about.ps. my computer is making funny orgasm noises..wtf :(
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ARGHHH :@
Sunday, September 14, 2008 (11:44 PM)
insecure.im scared of getting a boyfriend. because, guys freaks me out with their lies and excuses.
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1. Name something that made you frown today? the hotness in my room
2. What were you doing at 7:00am? sleeping/dreaming
3. What were you doing an hour ago? msning,facebooking
4. What is something you will never forget? my own name
5. What was the last thing you said aloud? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?:)
6. How many different things did you drink today? 3..coke,water,soup
7. What was the last thing you bought? a pack of gum.
8. What color is your room? cream
9. What is the weather going to be like tomorrow?I think its going to be raining and hot.
10. Vanilla or chocolate?chocolate :)
11. What are you excited about? that the weekend is ending.
12. Are you random? no.
13. Do you laugh a lot?yeah. even alot when im stonned.
14. Do you have plans tomorrow? no :(
15. Are you ticklish? not really ;)
16. Are you typically a jealous person? yes. very
17. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?mum
18. What's the 5th text in your inbox? my password .
19. Do you chew on straws?noo . ew.
20. What is the next concert/gig you're going to? I don't know...
21. What's the biggest disappointment to you lately? many many things haha
22. What where you doing at midnight last night? doping.
24. Do you have a nickname? ya. jakibabi rofl.
25. Are you a heavy sleeper? yes. very heavy.
26. When was the last time you used a skateboard?i dont have a skateboard
27. When was the last time you said I love you to a parent? i dont think i ever did :X
29. What are you listening to?Tokio Hotel - In die Nacht
30.Do you have feelings for somebody?i think I do but I don't want to.
34. How do you feel about Valentine's day? annoying/
35. How is your hair? very very nice
36. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?noo
37. Where do you keep your money?the bank
38. What was the weather like on your b-day?it was cold ..and raining : [
39. Would you make out with anyone on your top 8? i dont have top 8.
40. What instant messaging system do you use? MSN
41. Do you own a stereo that costs more than 100 dollars? er no
43. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?yah.
44. Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you didn't even do? probaly yes haha.
45. Do you miss someone?BILL.
47. How are you feeling? sleepy
48. Have you kissed anyone on your top friends?don't have top friends.
49. Who was the last person you took a picture with? myself yo.
50. Who was your valentine? BILL KAULITZ.obviously.
Saturday, September 13, 2008 (7:16 PM)
夏天.I CAN SMELL YOU ALREADY!!!之前POST果張相個樣好搞笑.哈哈.
越睇越搞笑.我平時隻眼吾系咁細架!
今日訓左....14個鐘...E+算系訓醒...
越睇越搞笑.我平時隻眼吾系咁細架!
今日訓左....14個鐘...E+算系訓醒...
究竟我琴晚系吾系傻lum左@_@
好似講左好多野好多野咁...
迷左我幾個鐘.想點.癡綫架....
返到屋企訓死左咁jai..
好似講左好多野好多野咁...
迷左我幾個鐘.想點.癡綫架....
返到屋企訓死左咁jai..
不過我想講...
我真系好中意.
食肉.
食晒 :)
我真系好中意.
食肉.
食晒 :) (1:30 PM)
What do you wake up to?I wake up to coca cola. :)
Friday, September 12, 2008 (5:50 PM)
regrowths have never looked this sexy.
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Its so nice.
Thursday, September 11, 2008 (11:53 PM)
Bill doesn't like her, thats why he's standing on the side.EWWWWWWWW.Miley have a really fugly FAKE smile.Oh god,I'm glad the day is almost over!!!I've been in pain for the whole day because of my period :( It almost killed me in school, but I survived it. Got home and ya, went to sleep. Still thinking if I should go out tomorrow or not. geez. I don't know. Anyways, Im taking really good care of my hands lately, my hands are LOOKING NICE :) If Bill ever grabs my hand in a concert, he wouldn't want to let go :) Its THAT nice.hohoho.
(9:36 PM)
I was reading mX on the train today and saw this.
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The big fat guy in blue,3rd from the right middle role is checking out Bill..or Tom. (8:03 PM)
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 (11:33 PM)
I just found these 2 pics in My Pictures folder, and they kinda look-alike....Its larikkuma, bitch.
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And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
If you text it, I'll delete it
(9:21 PM)
today was like.such a boring day. I choked down a red skittle and I'm still feeling fishy inside my stomach. NOTE TO MYSELF : Skittles are not tablets.I slept for most of the day waking up at around 8 to find that dinner does not contain MEAT. I almost went insane. Dinner without meat = no dinner at all. I personally cannot survive one day without red meat,except on diet times and depression periods. Tomorrow Im going to buy some steak because I LOVE STEAK.*drools* anyways, I'm in such a shit mood at the moment right this second. I feel like stabbing someone/something. Im always pist off :(:(:( Where's Bill?:(:(*I was on the train today thinking about Bill/daydreaming that I almost missed my stop haha. Ya, am I too in love with him that I can live a single life forever just for him? Coz I was thinking that if ONE DAY I ever meet him and I asked him if I should have a boyfriend and he said no, I REALLY THINK I WOULD STICK TO HIS WORDS.0__0 I've never been so dedicated before.Not even with Hiroto and Ryuichi,rofl. Okay, I kinda make this secret promise in my head a few days ago, that If Tokio Hotel won the vma I would get their name tattooed........ .... .. . I'll think about it. I'm pretty sure a few decades down I would be regreting this because I know this is one of those it-seemed-like-a-good-idea-at-that-time thing. BUT I REALLY WANT ONE HAHAH. So jaki, how long have you been saying you were going to get a tattoo for?? My birthday is a pretty good excuse to get one I guess :( I don't even know what Im doing for my birthday!!!OMG Its my birthday again in 2 months,quick. My last birthday...I ate buffet and got my ID and thats about it. This year was probaly the WORST year of my life, everyone around me seems to be going agaist my way,all the time. I couldn't get the things I wanted or do the things I wanted to do, FUCK YOU ALL who have made my year miserable. anyways I haven't had a cool birthday ever since 16 :(( But birthdays isnt much of a big deal to me,it never was. It feels weird when people just sings you happy birthday infront of your cake and ur like...erm yah....and you never know if you were suspose to sing with them or just clap or look around making sure they were singing to you or not...geez i dont know.
okay bitches, im not planning to pay for my phone bill so stop smsing me coz I'm not going to reply.yay. its better to call me then to txt me. But I don't really pick up my calls,usually. .... basically what Im trying to say is that, i don't use my phone much anymore, for now until I feel like paying for it.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008 (3:41 PM)
yum. (3:27 PM)
I like Bill's fashion on the beach...he doesn't take off , anything.